Holaaa 2019, tahun baru dengan peningkatan umur yang sangat tidak menggembirakan.. Hahaha.. Tapi, tahun 2019 tetap istimewa sebab nyaaa.. Ace tekaa.. Jenggg jenggg....
I'm going to graduate this yearr.. Wohooooo... Hopefully and please pray for me😂
2018 ialah tahun yang banyak bermain dengan emosi.. Tahun di mana aku memulakan kehidupan sebagai pelajar klinikal.. Health science student life is hectic.. Too hectic.. I even need to take care of others' feeling.. Kena melayan emosi orang yang kadang-kadang meroyan tanpa sebab dan ia membuatkan aku belajar sesuatu tentang ciptaan tuhan yang bergelar manusia..
2018 ialah tahun di mana aku menerima kifarah.. The feeling of having the kifarah was so terrible.. Hahahaha... I can't even look at myself.. Asking questions to myself many time.. Blaming myself continuosly.. But there is always a sunshine after the rain.. Don't wait for the rainbow, it might not turn up.. I am better in handling my emotions right now.. Kalau sakit hati atau sedih pun senyum.. Hehehe
2018 ialah tahun aku percaya yang Allah masih sayang aku despite of everything that I had done.. Aku sedih dengan kifarah tapi Dia memberikan rezeki yang banyak sampai aku bertanya, layakkah aku? He gave me chances to improve my relationship with everyone especially the one that I hurt before... Can't help but I smiled😉
Everyone deserves second chances.. It is not that we will not make any mistakes, we might but let's not give up.. Stay positive.. Sunshine kan adaaaa.. It will brighten up your day..
In 2019, I hope
1. I can gain more and more knowledge before end the life as student
2. To be patience. You are not dumb, you are just slower than others.. Keep pushing to your limits.. Moving on your pace and fight till you reach the end.
3. I have some courage to finish my FYP.. Damnn I hate research.. Aku rasa bersalah dulu beria2 nak sambung master.. Bhahahahaha
4. To grab any chances.. Dah 23 kan.. Jangan slow sangat please😂😂😂
5. To make my family proud.. Finish degree and find job so that I can make as much money as I can..
Much love
YOURSELF
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